List of stuff to do:
-Cowboy Cactus In Outer Space (done)
-magic eight ball comic (started on photoshop)
-magic eight ball comic (alt.)
-comic 'bout hamburgers (finished drawing)
-funny LoZ pic (finished drawing)
-very very very very very very VERY late fanart (finished drawing and some photoshoppin'

-fanart (finished drawing and some photoshoppin'

-barrel roll pic
-me killing super man w/ love pic (haven't even started) D:
-DMC4/ innuendo comic (finished drawing)
-portrait
-portrait
-Kenny/Butters pic
-Kenny and Kevin pic
-pic illustrating the dangers and prevention of erectile disfunction
-couple pic cuz stalkers need love too
-10 pics of anything for my niece just to show off my drawing prowess
-10 pics with a theme for my electronic media art class (almost nearly done)
-pokemon team pics
-fem-self meme (done)
-seeeeeeeeeecret project .....that I haven't even started
But anyway, onto the real journal.
I was looking through all my old drawings I keep in a shoe box, and while most of them made me shudder, some of them honestly made me go "WHOA, I can't bleieve I drew this, its AWESOME XD." But while I was doing this it made me realize something. It made me realized that ......I've really changed over the years. Whether it was for better or worse, I'm not sure. I've changed both a an "artist" and a person, and its really weird. There are alot of mixed feelings about this. Happiness, sadness, confusion, regret. Its all just really bizzare how I didnt even notice it until now.
..............fuck it.
I am who I am and thats all that should fuckin matter.
On a sidenote, my procrastination and laziness is really starting to piss me off. I'm gonna start drawin even if I have to FORCE myself to do it. You heard me right >:B